Friday, May 19, 2006


boo!! been some time since i blogger eh? haha! im back again! it's finally my off-day again today! whoop!

weeeee! can't wait for the weekends to pass and then monday, off to my interview @ KPMG! weee! i hope I get through this interview. at least they gave me a chance to go for interview. make use of this chance.

I spoke to asnul the other day... I'll probably leave if KPMG accepts me. he understands. what an understanding boss he has always been. be surprised, asnul is a guy who makes people listens to him when he speaks. at least he is gifted in that sense. maybe i shouldn't use the word gifted. he just has that "thing" in him that makes people wanna listen and talk to him. hmmmm...

i told asnul, i really don't wanna leave lagoon. he said "passion against future, choose your future." pretty true. my friends are earning more than what i am earning. in fact double. no doubt im doing something which i like now at lagoon, i've got not much prospect at all. how sad that is. at least, IF i get accepted at KPMG, i would be earning more, getting the status in years to come. if that's what i really want. in fact, that's not what i really want, i just want a simple job with simple money, but i cannot live on forever that way. somehow, i gotta face the reality and it's time.

im all ready for it. so i really hope the KPMG job gets through. jayce asked me to come back at least once a week. i said, to leave lagoon is to avoid more rumours, so if i were to come back only once a week, then more rumours will spread. jayce said we've got the same character.

faints, lawrence just called, so i have to go first... haha! im going out lunch with them for a bit first. his tutor has fallen ill. what ill luck! haha! poor lawrence. lawrence's my best buddy i can ever get i guess. haha! he's got his tempremental times, nevertheless, good buddy. =)

posted by Jenn Tan @ 1:51 AM



Monday, May 01, 2006


another day has passed.

today nothing much happened at work. but i found out some rumours that has been spreading about me at work. that person should know who the fucking hell you are.

say that i come from a single family. makes me wanna laugh. even if I come from a whole or single family, does that even concern you?

say that i stay in a 3-room flat. even funnier. how private do you want to know? wanna spread that i sleep in the toilet?

say that i dated a tour guide? i really wanna know which tour guide is interested to date me.

say that i only go out with guys who has cars. wow! so you're jealous that you don't have such privilege? i don't do such things!

say that i don't help newcomers. ask around and who enjoys working with you, bloody bitch!

backstabbed me and someone else when we're not around.

i've freaking hell had enough of you! you're always at UWS and i'm at lagoon and you can still spread rumours like that!

you love killing yourself, go ahead.

posted by Jenn Tan @ 2:05 PM






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