Friday, November 25, 2005
another day has passed... i'm so darn tired... these few days i haven't been having alot of time for myself and for my studies. how bad eh? oh well... i guess it's time i buck up, really.
went around singapore with Mi today. pretty tiring. came home and i didn't feel like doing tutorial. tomorrow is my physical fitness test. sighs... and tomorrow going over to Mi's house to stay! Weee!!! can learn magic from babu!! wahaha!
Gotta say sorry to zhu zhu especially... these few days cannot really talk to her when she called nor reply her messages... in fact to all my friends too... i hardly reply messages now... so sorry to all!!
alrighty! i gotta go! I'm so tired and i'm losing my voice! ahhh!!!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 2:36 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
another day has passed... sighs... project assignments are slowly nearing... sighs... i hate this... anyway, tomorrow's the mid-week! i can't wait...
sunday went shopping! weeee! and yesterday had dinner at American Club... wooo... security there is really strict! and it's so nice... like no mobile phones in the restaurant... soon, our table was crowded with people.. haha! know why? cos babu performed some magic tricks! tomorrow i'm going to learn magic tricks from Babu! I can't wait! haha!!
did AFA project today... so many things to do! anyway, i felt really bad this morning... sighs, not going for the harmony conference. should have went, then i don't have to see Gopalan and I don't have to attend AFA lecture which was all theory based! what the heck!? but the conference would end at 1730hrs! and I end class at 1300hrs! Good thing I didn't go, but i felt really bad... sorry Mr. Chan, I really didn't mean to play you out... Sighs... =( this lady called early in the morning and asked... "where are you?!" in a rude way anyway. I was like shocked! But natural instinct would allow you to answer back... so I said.."on my way to school..." she asked again, "I know on your way to school, where exactly are you?!" So I thought it wasn't right then I asked her, "are you from harmony conference? I've already emailed to withdraw from the conference as I can't find any suitable make up classes..." then she paused for a while. Sighs... Maybe if I go, things wouldn't be so bad at all! whatever...
alright, i gotta go...
posted by Jenn Tan @ 11:16 AM
Monday, November 21, 2005
it's another sunday and i'm home. supposedly to complete all my stuff. trying to study on a sunday. haha! but looks like it's so difficult.
anyway, i went down to sexpo to help Mi with the exhibition. It was kinda an eye opener for me. pretty interesting things in there. but not as interesting as I thought it would turn out to be. after all, this is singapore. government and police are very much involved. oh well.
went out supper with babu (the magician), Mi and uncle Ronne. It's like we chatted and all. I don't know but somehow felt a littel irritated. They kept wanting me to take a nursing certificate. they say, I just have to the get the cert and it'd be the ticket the any country i want. supposedly, canada. Look, I'm not a biology person. I hate biology to be exact. I've already made the wrong move into going into accountancy. and now you guys are asking me to go take a nursing cert. Something wrong or what?! Want me to waste another 4 years in canada or australia to just take a freaking nursing cert so that I'll not regret for the rest of my life? is that what you guys told me?! thanks so much... then why in the first place made me waste 3 years in accountancy? I'm also doing something that I don't like. Then why ask me to go through another 4 years of studying things I don't like. I know, you guys say it's doing it for my future and all. Asking me to take things into consideration. How am I suppose to even do that?! thanks to you people. I'm vexed, i'm upset. I don't know what you guys expect out of me. So what now? after 4 years later, when nursing is no longer the hot thing, are you guys going to ask me take up some other things?! and I'm suppose to be studying for the rest of my life, just like laurentia?! you guys know laurentia, she can study all she wants, but she's studying what she likes! Argh! I hate you guys! I know myself, I'm not a biology person, I'm not a person who can sit in the office whole day. Mi, you know me well, you know i'm like you. I'm a person who loves to do events, to get into service industry. And now you're telling me that you want me to take up nursing?! I'm going crazy with you guys...
I'm getting back to my stuff already... i've had enough...
posted by Jenn Tan @ 3:44 AM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
back again to blog! had dinner with mi, uncle ronne and jerry at fish and co! yummy! chatted so much! Canada is a good place for me!
I wanna go canada!! maternity leave is a year and 70% of your salary given to you! no retrenchment! wahhaa! i don't mind giving birth every year... haha! you get your pay every friday! isn't that cool?! i can go shopping! work 5 days a week and that's all! you know as a road sweeper there, you get $28 canadian money per hour alright?! i don't mind being a road sweeper there! haha!
anyway, welfare here is nothing compared to Canada... I pay to relax there. slow paced country, i love it!
i'm getting a little tired here... sighs, projects are coming in and i'm going bonkers! ahhhh!!!
anyway, went to catch just like heaven with lawrence, my buddy today. hope he's feeling better... and he better be! cos i sacrifice to let you vent your anger on me, watched movie with you.
anyway, that someone that i don't wanna name... brought your bf to DL to watch show? that simple? well... i've heard lots about you. blame others just because your bf found out about another guy in friendster? don't blame no one alright, if you don't have anything to hide, what's there to fear? you have no one to vent your anger on? come on, she's already not with you. and she's beginning to dislike you as much as she can. i've never heard of a person like you. and my friend is beginning to hate bi-sexual. so if you love a girl, continue to be a lesbian, if you love a guy or more than one guys, continue to be straight. don't try to be nice when someone is no longer giving you the attention that you want or you long for. cos you don't deserve it. for everything that she's done for you, you're not learning to treasure it. she's letting you go and i think she did a great job.
posted by Jenn Tan @ 2:10 PM
Monday, November 14, 2005
I have not been blogging for days once again. Well, alot of things happened recently. been catching with my girlfriends of cos... lots to bitch about! as usual... the girls do what they do best. sighs... friend who had undergone abortion. flabbergasting, but... what's done is done...
friend's bf who lied to them... oh well... what's new? guys are always the same isn't it? sorry, no offence to nice guys out there, continue to be nice to your girlfriends ya?
School is getting busier as days go by... i've found my comfortable group to be with. finally. i think i've settled down. well, i'm not one of those smart students... frankly, even since i stepped into poly, all i wanted to do was just to pass. i would be more than happy. final semester and hopefully i'll graduate. i've been waiting for that day to come. so God, please help me through, i pray. i need help.
Mi is finally back from Canada! yays! more than happy... haha! been rather busy today as well... thought i took off from work to complete whatever tutorials i have and projects meetings. then my nieces and nephew came, had to bring them for a swim. brought them to macdonalds for dinner. i promised them and i didn't want to disappoint them. and lying to them or breaking a promise makes me feel bad. anyway, i've completed my task as their aunt and here i am... don't really feel tired. cos i've not been swimming, but walking from the baby pool to the medium pool, just looking after them. i thought, being a parent just ain't that easy eh? yup...
i've stopped working on sundays, due to the amount of work i have... sighs... have gotta spend more time with my studies i guess... life's just as bad... =(
alright, gotta go do my stuff... gotta turn in early tonight too! class at 8am tomorrow... sucks...
posted by Jenn Tan @ 2:10 PM
Friday, November 04, 2005
i've not been blogging once again and right on this PH, i would do so.
it was initially planned that we head down to zouk last night, but it was so packed and right at 11pm, it was already full house. anyway, we were at mo mo last night and it was equally packed! oh man!
i had fun with my girlfriends! but i had to spoil the fun somehow. thinking that after that incident that happened during CNY, i could start drinking again. for entertainment sake, i drank. and the effect hit me at 1245am. bad gastric eh? yups! oh well... for now, it's proven that i can't drink anymore and i will not. thank goodness yesterday was just a mild one. else... hospitalised again!
gotta rush all my tutorials by today! and i'll try to complete whatever i can! hopefully everything before i go out tonight to meet my friends to chill out.
school has been alright til now. just condemn my audit lecturer. and he's also my tutor! i'm going to faint... projects are already in... i think it's just as busy. i'm going to strive hard. this sem, although i'm taking 7 modules, but only 4 are examinable. better make good use of it!
alrighty, i better go do my tutorials before i can't rush them out on time!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 5:01 AM
