Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Gees... Another paper down... yes, I should by right feel happy about it... but hey... I've not done well for this paper as well! I've not done well for FMGT and now it's taxation.
I'm getting more paranoid. I can't concentrate on revising for tomorrow's paper. Once I start, the concentration lasts for a while, then it gets diverted back to my paper this morning. Since I've missed out lots of things... and the more I think about it, the more paranoid I get. I start to think, did I also miss that out? Did I miss this out? It's not right and it's not helping me. Why bother to think about it when I've already handed up the paper?
Did I even write tax @ 20%? Did I write the exempt income and chargeable income properly? Why did I make a mistake in Section 40B relief computation? Why did I answer my theory wrongly? Did I even do the things correctly?! Arghh! It's killing me! Why am I thinking?! It's doing me no good... But I just can't stop thinking... I've got 50 marks for them to deduct. Just for myself to just pass the paper as well. 50 marks is alot to deduct. I've calculated. If I get half the marks of all the questions, I'll be able to score 47.5 marks. All I need is that 2.5 marks to make me pass the paper. After all the mistakes that I've made, will I still be able to get those marks? Will I even score half the marks for every questions?! Jen's getting paranoid here I know... But can't help it...
Well, I'm worried. That's all. 6 months attachment means alot to me. I've been working hard on it. Will my effort be paid off? This goes to show how much I know the module. I just keep thinking and thinking.
The thought of failing?! ya, it's in my mind. I won't deny. It ain't that good... I'll learn to concentrate later... I must anyways! MA... another killer module. Why must life be so torturous? Sighs... =s What's over is over... You've done your best, God will do the rest. Pray hard...
posted by Jenn Tan @ 10:16 AM
Friday, March 25, 2005
Yeah!!! =) I'm a happy girl now!! Woohoo! I've gotten my 7610! isn't that great?! yes... and all thanks to Andy! Hee! He didn't buy for me la... but this beloved brother offered to pay for me first... I'll pay it back to you, dearest bro! Wahaha!
Still not too bad.... married le, still can care for your sister here! haha! love you to bits! Muacks! haha!
Thanks to xueting... she accompanied me the whole day leh... I came home 4 times! argh!! wasted my bus fare too! Sigh! Oh well... Life goes on now that I've gotten my mobile! haha!
I'm slacking today! Not going to study as yet... hee! I'm gonna explore my phone and play with it lor! hee!
okie! gotta go! ciaos!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 1:08 PM
Thursday, March 24, 2005
hey!! the day just passed by like that! Tomorrow's my first paper... =s
Well... I've been concentrating on it for 2 days... what do you expect?! actually, more than that.... I'm not really that nervous... like relaxing now in fact! haha! Ask me why? I don't know... hee!
Just wanna complete that paper and one load off my shoulders and look forward to the long weekends! Sighs... but it makes no difference... I can't even joy... I've got to study for monday's and tuesday's paper.... Why must my life be so terrible?! Can't it be better off?! Gees... what's life?!
Well, Jen... you know it, you can do it don't you?! Yup! I'll pull through and pass... regardless of good or bad results at this point of time! I just want my 5months attachment! That $3K within 5 months! and that's all I care about! I could do lots of shopping... but I'm supposed to be saving remember?! Oh ya... okok... be thrifty... alrighty...
okie... I gotta go and relax more... before I study once again and turn in early tonight! Gotta wake up at 0645hrs tomorrow!! What a thing! I hope no jam tomorrow ah!! Hee! I'll be able to do well... =) have confidence!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 12:21 PM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Well oh well... I think I, myself, can't imagine the rate that i've been studying! Whole day financial management! Woohoo! I feel so "financial" now! haha!
Now is the only time that I turn on my laptop! So don't you think I've been a good girl today?! HaHa! I'm sooo tired alright?! Gees!
I'm just listening to alison krauss! I love her to bits! haha! well... i can't really face the screen for too long too!
Don't know whether is it the weather?! I've been feeling dizzy the whole day! Gees!
okok... nothing much really happened since I stayed home to study, eat, sleep and TV for that hour and 20mins! I'm not a TV freak anyways... just that it's triple 9... thus... haha! I love such shows!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 1:21 PM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
I just took my dinner! I know it's kinda early to have dinner... but you know what?! I had porridge for lunch... weather's too humid! I can't eat rice!
Been home and doing nothing and sleep, eat, study and rot... Is that life?! For now maybe... Exams are round the corner... I have to motivate myself to work hard! You know for that $3000 in 5 months?! Yes, that's what I'm talking about! I must not fail any modules! So Lord, I pray so hard... please guide me through each passing day... So many things in life is so unpredictable...
And yes, I've been waiting the whole freaking day for Alexander to be online!! He still hasn't posted the FMGT tutorial answers online! And I need the answers! Why can't people be more responsible?! I've reminded him so many times! Arghh! Anyways, he's still not online! If by tonight, he's still not online, I'm gonna have to SMS him!
Ching SMS me today to ask if we're going to Asnul's daughter's (Niki) birthday this coming friday... Of cos I am! HaHa! I'm sure she'll be glad to see me & Renee eh?! haha! Well, it's a good friday, it's a holiday, I've got no paper on Saturday, of cos I'll be there, Ching! =)
First paper is this coming thursday! Tell me about it! When all my friends only have paper next week!! Why must mine be this week!? Sob!! I'll brave through this coming war!! I will!!
Efforts will be paid off if I work hard right?! Yes, I've been...
posted by Jenn Tan @ 10:02 AM
Saturday, March 19, 2005
Disney!
Yeah!! I just came back from supper with the trainers and friends!! I love the night!! Disney on Ice was Perfect! Princess Classics! Muacks! I wanna be a princess too! Especially Cinderella!! They're so beautiful!! I didn't regret going! Mickey and Minnie! My childhood all time favourite! Goofy! hur hur hur! Is that how he laughs?! HaHa! Went supper right after that! Me, evan, san and renee already left for the train station waiting for the train to arrive, when clarice called.. to say that kristen is hungry! I'm so happy!! hee! I get to see the adorable girl again!! Wahaha! She loves beauty and the beast! with that innocent look on her eyes... Zhao xin... Nice chinese name too! Went home, took a cab from bishan... by then... I'm so tired! haha! gotta sleep early!! have got driving tomorrow!! Arghh!! I must work hard! Oh yah, I forgot to mention that my attachment pay is going to be $600/-!!! Tell me! Am I dreaming?! When I'm only expecting $400! My friends' pay are like $400-$450! This $600 motivates me to work extra harder for this coming final lap! Jen, you know you wanna stay on in micron for 6 months and earn as much as you can! You wanna learn more don't you?! You don't wanna see micron for only 2 months then go back to NP and take on extra 5 modules don't you?! It suck, ain't it?! Yes! So Jen, work hard and clear the last lap! You're given the chance, do so!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 5:30 PM
Thursday, March 17, 2005
It's a wednesday and there's no school! Will be heading out with Clare and Xueting later for movies - In a good company... And lunch! Yummy!! I'm hungry!!
Well, life's been the same so far... Still a struggling student with a struggling lifestyle! Oh God!
Will be working at Micron Semiconductor Asia Pte Ltd soon... A pretty big company though... I'm getting excited over it... and Ready to meet new people... Some of my friends got in law firm, banks, accounting and audit firm... Well... Be glad that at least I've gotten a company too! hee!
Left DL that very day... got dumped into the water that very sunday too! Had great fun with friends like Renee (My best working buddy) and Jun! So happened that it was OUR last working day! Haha! Nice people that I'll never forget...
Especially Ching, don't worry, we'll keep in touch! Hello.. We've been friends for 5 years and still counting! HaHa! I'll be back at DL... No worries!
And Zhu zhu! I'll still be there if you need a listening ear... Great trainers out there too! Wahaha!
Love you guys! I miss Jumbo!!! All the dolphins in fact! =s
Gotta rush to meet the girls now! They'll be late anyways... Oh well...
posted by Jenn Tan @ 2:55 AM
Thursday, March 10, 2005
Well... school ended fast today! I'm so glad! This is like the last week of school... yet so sad.
Last week = Exams approaching!
Studying could have been better if there's no exams... but oh well, without exams, how do we differentiate those As student with Bs students?! I'm more like a S student... S = struggling!
I never had to struggle back then... I wished I'm back in High school... Always top 3 or top 5 in class! Yes Jen, dream on... You gotta get awake! You're in poly! One more year to graduation if everything goes on smoothly! I hope, I pray!
Always have good chat sessions with friends... Be it in school or outta school. Thanks friends! You're the best companion!
Well, gotta get on with life, Jen! Have proper meals, proper sleep, study well, enjoy hard! You'll make it! =)
Have yet to check if my pay is in... Better not check my bank account... So I'll assume that I'm always broke and I will not spend!
Guess what?! As I'm typing this... John called! Ahhh! Why did he let me know my pay cheque is in?! Could have just bank it in! Darn! If it was Asnul, he would just bank it in for me. But John doesn't know my account number. Oh well... Doesn't matter.
Just think that I'm broke with nothing in my bank. Actually, I'm not that poor la...
Thank God, Dad just gave me $100 on Monday. So I can live it through this whole week! Wahaha! He can sense I'm broke. I was broke to the extend that I didn't have any notes in my wallet! Oh well, because I didn't want to draw it out! Lazy la... But i managed to survive my day with coins! Amazing eh?! HaHa!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 10:01 AM
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
yeah! went onto the road today! hee! super fun! Wah... now I understand how those drivers felt when we jay walked without looking out or somtimes when we just dashed out onto the road... So irritating leh! Please pedestrians, it's dangerous! Drivers like me drive slowly, still ok... Your life is precious!
Let me tell you something... Jen's super broke!! I need my pay!! Ahh!! Stupid UWS! I gotta save for my shopping, for my new mobile, for my diving, for my driving, for so many things! & You guys are paying us super low and not giving us our pay fast! Gees!
Well oh well... exams are just round the corner! Work hard Jen! It's a brand new week... It'll pass soon... Just hang on there! Last week of work as DL as well... Gonna miss those colleagues at DL! I love you guys, but I need a break... Goodbye to you guys and take care!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 11:53 AM
Monday, March 07, 2005
it's a sunday! Well, I got up early... Many things that I wanna do! Tomorow is my Jap test and I'm still not prepared! Ahh!!!
still gotta go work later... sigh... I feel like taking day off and go shopping ah! So darn broke as well! I need to work hard! Final exams are coming! I want my 6 months attachment! I need the cash! I don't wanna study!
Life sucks doesn't it? Sadly, yah... Jen, strive hard til the last breath!
posted by Jenn Tan @ 1:00 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
well, went for my MA re test today. Life still goes on I guess...
Sometimes I do wish that lecturers and tutors aren't over concern but concern is just fine. Just don't understand.
Yes, I know I've faired so badly this semester, that I'm not concentrating, but you guys don't have to keep repeating and indirectly say it in class! It's getting on my nerves! =S I hate you guys! Just leave me alone!
I mean come on, what's done can't be undone. What the hell these lecturers and tutors want?! Gees!
Gonna cook my dinner... even though I've got no appetite to eat...
posted by Jenn Tan @ 11:56 AM
