Sunday, May 02, 2004
Woo... I'm back for another blog!
Well, Keith and I chatted online and he said he had so much to tell me when we watched our last movie but he saw that I was disappointed and upset, so he stepped back. And he wished things hadn't turn out this way. I must say yes, things that he has said do bring back memories for me... But I would love to think that we broke up for a good cause. I could still recall that when I broke up with him, I kinda heave a sigh of relief... My friends said this meant that the broke up was good for me.
Keith says:
so u attach now lah?
Keith says:
no wonder u wan to break off with me...
Keith says:
find someone better so dump me aside...
Keith says:
haha.. think i am the greatest fool in the world... still holding to ur photos... our rings... our every thing... my heart still with you... just because u got me wrong... u break off with me and now u with another guy... u good...
Keith says:
in the process of making everything to be well... i caused unhappiness to you and made u sacifice alot...
Keith says:
remember what huimin said of me? U ARE SELFISH!
Keith says:
i dun want that to happen on u... but what i did was even more selfish... so i failed...
Keith says:
its ok if u are so heartless... and i understand and best wishes bet u and ur new found bf...
What am I to say with these conversations?! I'm in the wrong... I got him wrong? What can I say? I'm hurt... So everything that I've done for the relationship was a mistake? Giving me was a mistake? I seriously don't know what to do or to say... I'm heartless... ya, the heartless one... Hurts... my heart hurts...
posted by Jenn Tan @ 1:15 PM
Saturday, May 01, 2004
=S I can't seem to get to sleep... It's early in the morning like 7am + and I just cleared my bowel again! DaRn! It didn't come out in solid form again! What's wrong with my system?! =X Anyway, yesterday, after Business Management paper, Jong, me, xueting and lawrence went to Bugis for a walk then to Newton for dinner... Ate alot of those unhealthy food... GeEz! I can't control myself! I shouldn't be taking those kinda food! My tummy's still weak! *HuMpZ!* (o_O) Then after that, we headed down to boat quay, wanted very much to go Harrys... but it's so packed! Then we went to Chocolate bar... told you I hated that bar! We paid $20 to drink 7-up! Instead of Vodka 7-up! *HuMpZ!* GeEz! But that didn't end it all... we went to Harrys still and I think I had a better time at Harrys than at Chocolate bar! I comdemn that place! Sucks!
Then we left that place... sent them home and I learnt how to change gear! KeKe!! Wooo.... HaHa!! =P Great fun! I think I learnt fast!
*YaWnS* I'm tired, but I can't get to sleep! I've got no idea why! Don't ask me why! GeEz! I wanna study! I must do well for the last two papers as well! Hopefully, whatever I study comes out! HaHa!! =X
posted by Jenn Tan @ 10:36 PM
